I have been unhappily married for 6 months now and I can’t shake this regret that I am feeling.
My friends from london escorts have no sympathy for me as they know I only married my husband who is 27 years my senior for his money. I know it wasn’t necessarily the best idea when I did it but I just felt it opened up option to me in the future. Sometime I want to kick myself at the decision I made to marry my husband, it’s not like I wasn’t making good money at cheap outcall escorts. I really was making a lot of money.
I am literally the most popular escort there. I get the most phone calls and booking on a week to week basis. So me marrying for money wasn’t out of necessity. As I explained to the ladies at london escorts I did it because I wanted to secure my future so that I would have options later in life when I decide to stop working for London’s escorts and my cash flow is reduced.
But right now I don’t know if can wait the decades until I retire from london escorts. We just are not getting on at the moment. Everything about him irritates me. He’s slobbish and lazy and take one hundred years to do anything. It makes me wonder how he managed to make all his riches as he take such a long time to do anything. The girls at london escorts laugh at me as they warned me that we were moving too fast and that me accepting his proposal was not right. But the question I have for my friends at london escorts now is . What do I do? Do I leave him and walk away from a failed marriage, do I try and work it out at the end of the day he’s only got another 15 to 20 years left in him I may even grow to love him.
The majority of the girls at london escorts recon I should get a divorce and cut my losses. I can see where they are coming from as what if my loathing feelings for him don’t change and I end up being stuck in a marriage that I despise. One of my closest friends from london escorts made a good point as she said what if I end up meeting the man of my dreams but can’t do anything about it because I am married to a man that I have no love for. – that thought scared me. What if I do finally meet someone with just as much money but whom I actually love. Will I have missed out on my only opportunity to experience a love filled marriage because I decided to stay with a man who I only married for money?
I think I will take my friends from london escorts advice and break up with my husband. I don’t think any amount of money or riches or higher social status is worth this misery.